I'm having a bad day, and i live to regret it.

Damn it, i fucked up really bad, really bad.

Now i had to stay away from DA for like 20 days until i get over this nonsense.

For god sake, i shouldn't have done something else, goddman it!

I know i got in trouble for posting ridiculous news like a week ago, that everyone got mad at me, but i'll never pull out that shit ever again.

I feel like i turned a couple of artists into enemies, mocking me and making the fool out of themselves, i really don't wanna talk about this incident anymore.

So much drama, let's just put it aside and forget everything already.

I feel okay and calm, i got plenty of ideas to draw right away.

I've been feeling fine myself, away from the toxic fools who tried to mess with me, let's just go all peaceful like.

I feel like i'm not giving a damn about my enemies snooping around, i don't want any trouble crossing by.

I've drawn a lot of pics by using the Ibis Paint X app, it is really useful for me when i'm not on my laptop using Paint. However i still use it to make recycled artworks.

I previously used Samsung Notes to draw sketches and FireAlpaca to color them, it was two years ago. Because now, i'm still using the drawing app into this day.

I done sketches traditionally, but i'll never show them for personal and privacy reasons.

I'm getting bored and tired, i'll just rest for a couple of days until i feel much better.

I once again, hallucinated some of the bad people affecting my mental scars on my head, i had to stay the hell away from it.

I once had a nightmare of my house engulfed in flames, but i wasn't burnt, as i entered the door, the outside is completely dark.

Another nightmare i had is that the power went out, where i went outside and the skies turned into red atmosphere, pretty scary.

I cleaned up the mess i made, i will never do that again.

What have i done?