I got really sick again, goddamn it..

It makes it wonder, why i didn't post my new drawings here, because of time constraints.

I'm not feeling any better, but i'll figure it out so soon after i get through this nonsense.

Finally, January is gone, we are now in February for good.

I really fucking hated that goddamn month, bad things happen and i almost got in trouble, but thankfully we survived for real.

I feel fine without anyone mocking me, not even that close because of the toxic fanbase.

Someone is clowning around here, and i'm not getting stalked either.

I feel like someone is mocking me, i'm not the one to be messed with.

One more step, i'll give them a final warning.

I'd better watch my back if i encounter some clown here.

I'm not feeling good afterwards, i'll rest for the next couple of days until i start all over again.

I feel like i witnessed some acts of cyberbullying by the fandom, i don't trust them at all, they're toxic and dangerous.

I had to stay back or something bad happens once again.

I feel like i can't draw anything, my mind refuses to let me decide of what can or cannot do.

I just want to draw something else, or is it the damn paranoia and anxiety i'm having?

I didn't draw any artwork for like two days, because i'm always busy and getting tired on and on.

Although, i can't stop playing GTA IV and the DLCs either, i got nothing else to draw today.

But when i'm done doing my hobby, i'll resume.

So, i bought TBOGT add on for GTA IV from the PS3 store earlier, i'm enjoying playing the game right now.

So that makes sense that i got two DLCs for GTA IV on my PS3 console, both are all digital to me, and i may get the physical copy if one day i'll lose 'em, but not the DLCs that i purchased.

Btw, the DLC was very expensive as hell.

I left DeviantArt for the next 20 days because i want to get away from the nonsense, i got so much paranoid that i can't deal with it.

Starting today day one, and i'll keep counting numbers.