I feel like i witnessed some acts of cyberbullying by the fandom, i don't trust them at all, they're toxic and dangerous.

I had to stay back or something bad happens once again.

I feel like i can't draw anything, my mind refuses to let me decide of what can or cannot do.

I just want to draw something else, or is it the damn paranoia and anxiety i'm having?

I didn't draw any artwork for like two days, because i'm always busy and getting tired on and on.

Although, i can't stop playing GTA IV and the DLCs either, i got nothing else to draw today.

But when i'm done doing my hobby, i'll resume.

So, i bought TBOGT add on for GTA IV from the PS3 store earlier, i'm enjoying playing the game right now.

So that makes sense that i got two DLCs for GTA IV on my PS3 console, both are all digital to me, and i may get the physical copy if one day i'll lose 'em, but not the DLCs that i purchased.

Btw, the DLC was very expensive as hell.

I'm having a bad day, and i live to regret it.

Damn it, i fucked up really bad, really bad.

Now i had to stay away from DA for like 20 days until i get over this nonsense.

For god sake, i shouldn't have done something else, goddman it!

I know i got in trouble for posting ridiculous news like a week ago, that everyone got mad at me, but i'll never pull out that shit ever again.

I feel like i turned a couple of artists into enemies, mocking me and making the fool out of themselves, i really don't wanna talk about this incident anymore.

So much drama, let's just put it aside and forget everything already.

I feel okay and calm, i got plenty of ideas to draw right away.

I've been feeling fine myself, away from the toxic fools who tried to mess with me, let's just go all peaceful like.

I feel like i'm not giving a damn about my enemies snooping around, i don't want any trouble crossing by.

I've drawn a lot of pics by using the Ibis Paint X app, it is really useful for me when i'm not on my laptop using Paint. However i still use it to make recycled artworks.

I previously used Samsung Notes to draw sketches and FireAlpaca to color them, it was two years ago. Because now, i'm still using the drawing app into this day.

I done sketches traditionally, but i'll never show them for personal and privacy reasons.